I’m a hot panicked mess today.

I start orientation in 2 hours. I could, and SHOULD burn it off in my flower beds.

But I meet with a client tomorrow and I’ve procrastinated some of her stuff soooo much that I need to work.

I tried setting up my laptop outside but my flowers are too distracting.

So I will move inside and in the long run, accomplish nothing-restarting my vicious guilt trip and subsequent meltdown.