Crippled by my Brain

Depression sucks. Anxiety sucks. ADHD sucks.

My mind, my brain, my intelligence is one of my biggest strengths and then it turns around and cripples me and I spend days not being able to move forward. I don’t leave my house. I cancel appointments. I procrastinate the tasks that NEED to be done (bookwork for my consulting practice) and work on mindless projects (like sorting 10 gallons of legos).

And it’s a vicious cycle-because I feel like a failure. I can’t finish anything. I’m 40 years old – shouldn’t I be a “grown up” by now?

“Head down, move forward.” But I’m stuck. My fabulous imagination pictures a turtle stuck in the mud.